With everything that has happened to me in the last few weeks I’ve come to realize something. I know a lot about getting older but nothing about being old or getting old. I realize I’m 30 now. But i feel so out of place, miserable and behind. I have to change that. I need to start writing again. Maybe that is the reason i feel the way I do. Because i have no true accomplishments. Just bills, no place of my own, and some misery. I need to change all of that now!